Where is my mom?

This blog should be fun but now I dread writing anything. I've lost my mother again and wonder when I'll get her back. Her surgery went well but her mind is somewhere between Pasadena and Mars. I just can't figure out why she talks crazy but snaps out of it when I call her on it. I worry the care center is going to kick her out and I'll have to find a new place for her. January and February were wonderful - a nice, normal, low-stress, happy break from the difficult year it's been with her. She is still my best friend but now that I've assumed a parental role, it's just not the same.